This letter is written by a boy who doesn’t know what to do because he is scared of losing the individual he loves a lot.
I’m only 19 but I’ve been faced with many things in life. Last year my life was an entire mess. I lived day by day. Almost everything was dull; I had nobody alongside me until I met her…
It was as if a phoenix was born within me. In the starting I was acting indifferently but one night I confessed my feelings to her. I predicted her to laugh or to tell me that she likes me but I never believed that there could be anything more between us.
However, it occurred…
However there is a problem. She is wedded and has a child. This is not such a big hurdle. But I don’t want to turn out to be what divided my parents. I can’t make my soul stop loving her because she is my soul.
Every night I fall sleeping with the thought of her, and I wake up with the same idea in the morning. I’m passionate by her. I want her next to me at night but this is difficult.
We have mentioned the idea of living jointly but this cannot happen at least until I serve my time as a soldier.
As to the age distinction, I think this is of no benefits. If there is something real between us age is not a problem at all… Please, tell me what to do. Should I stay or should I go?